I am not sure why I am writing here and maybe this won’t go anywhere. Maybe I will write a post or two and realize that I have nothing to say and stop writing. Maybe I won’t, maybe writing will bring some peace. Maybe getting out some of what is trapped inside me will relieve some pain. Maybe it will. Maybe it won’t but I need to write, so I will write.

Who am I? Nobody. Just a girl who has been through a hell that has broken me, a girl who had hopes for a life that will never be.

Why am I writing? Talking hurts.

Who am I writing for? Me mostly. I know I am not alone in my shame and brokenness and maybe my writing will be an encouragement.

What is my goal? To stop hurting and to be able to be the woman God created me to be and the mother my kids need.