There are two sides to every story. Two sides to every pain and two sides to every disappointment. I am where I am because I put me here.
I took for granted that the love was going to be there when I was finished dealing with what I was dealing with. I was trying to heal, I was trying to adjust, I was trying to grow. In doing that I neglected to look beyond myself and it broke us.
I am alone because I was so focused on getting past my now, and to my future that I forgot to let him come along with me on my journey.
I am alone because I made mistakes.
And it is crushing me.