The world is not tilting

I am not exactly sure what is going on with me, what is happening in my head. I feel very lost right now and it is quite un-nerving. Sure there are a lot of changes going on in my life at this time but they are not – tilt the world on it’s axis – kind of changes. They are normal life changes. I am in love but find myself shutting down that part of me. I don’t know why. I have a great and wonderful thing with this man, something I have never had nor will I ever find again. Yet I am pulling away. Can someone tell me why?

Looking back over the years of posts it has been interesting to watch the progression from rock bottom through the clawing out stages to the heights of happiness to what I am feeling now. Am I just afraid to actually be happy?

Things to ponder…

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