40

I am getting better at hiding my pain. HA! lies. As I approach my 40th birthday I am struck by the pitifullness of my existence (beyond motherhood) Here I am a 40 year old woman who is alone. alone. alone. Friends are nice and a good distraction but what about all the hours alone. alone. alone. I wanted this birthday to be a new beginning, actually I guess it is a new beginning. I am beginning completely alone and emotionally worthless. alone.

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